Patience
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Well the curse has been broken. The Red Sox’s have won the
World Series. Funny thing was that yesterday I felt a great sense of love being
radiated from all of the Boston fans around the world; I knew that something
great was going to happen. What the world needs is that heart center
consciousness of love that radiates so beautifully from the heart chakra in
this world. The world needs L O V
E!
It’s nice to see that people have noticed that I have made
progress on the road that I’m traveling on lately. Honestly, I can say that I
have officially hit “burn out” mode from working like crazy for months now on
all levels. I will admit that some have taken away my energy & have sucked
me dry. I’m just in a wee bit of hibernation mode rejuvenating my energy to come
back, set my wings again & soar. I’m ready this time, but if you’re looking
for a destination for this journey, I can’t give you that just yet. Just know
that I’m doing the work to get me there.
I did notice this week that I have made some progress. I attended
a meeting the other night & funny thing was that I felt a sense to share. I
haven’t been able to do that for quite a bit of time. I somehow took that book
that I picked up & turn to a page from it & was meant to read a
particular reading about patience. I felt blessed that I had the courage to
speak my mind about my journey of self patience, self love & acceptance of
self. It felt great to share. I couldn’t do that at this time last year. I was
in a very dark place. My aunt saw it in me & recommended me to do two
things. 1) go to a soulful breathing class 2) to reach out to Melissa Boyd. I
have been gratefully thankful that I have been able to do both. However, for me
to get there was such a step. It was kind of like when I have a vibe to start
yoga many years ago, that it took me a while to actually get to class. At that
time I recall a friend of mine thinking that I was crazy that I couldn’t do it.
But when you have that much stress & fear taken over you then it’s a
struggle to do anything. Most people forget about it, since they have learned
coping skills to numb the pain rather than just feel the emotion & to let
it be. Well, to get back to what I was saying about the ideas my aunt suggested
for me. I did find my way to Rich Breathing in Portland last year for this
amazing yoga breathing class to move around the state/block energy in the body.
It’s an amazing trip. I highly recommend it to anyone. It wasn’t until this spring
that I made my way to see Melissa Boyd at Deep Blue Truth.
I am blessed to have found Melissa & to have began working with her. She is
just amazing. Let’s just say that I am a very unique being in this world that
is put on this earth to do great things & I must get back to my calling.
I’m learning the art of living with a higher frequency than my own born into
family can fully understand. Melissa has some amazing products & resources
out there. Let’s just say that if this speaks to you one bit than I would
seriously give this some thought. Dive into the adventure, you will never know
what you are meant to do & start releasing the things that are holding you
back.
I must be doing right since I get some amazing comments
about my photography lately. A dear friend of mine in Japan told me today
actually, “Your photos always make me emotional! (in a good way!) They have
depth and much philosophy and poetry. I just love your works sooo much!!”
Funny, this pretty much what was said to me during one of my readings from
Melissa, I must be on the right path. I will admit that I haven’t picked up my
camera that much lately. It has
been only to design the new Maritime
Realty Christmas Cards, which I just love. I have been able to pick up
iPhone to use the camera on it tho. I have posted some photos onto my Instagram
feed. If you would like to follow me, my user name is chrisanuszewski, or just
clicks on the icon on the right hand side of my blog to check out my work. Just
throwing it out there. I was shocked on who liked my photo this week & was
quite happy to see it. Some things just catch you by surprise. Beauty is out there. Just got to peal
the layers of it to blossom like a lotus.
I was reading a newsletter by Melissa Wadsworth this morning
in it she talked about the art of letting go. Let go of the old victim stories,
grudges, guilt’s & grief’s that you have for yourself & others. On top
of it let go of all the old plans/dreams that have lost their glow, goals that
you think you “should” have, ego-minded dictatorship, consumer habits (you
really don’t need to go on a shopping spree for new items all the time) &
socialized ideas of your true worth. I was blessed to see that I have done some
of the many things on it. However in may case, I have so much that needs to go
& has become an evil burning woman. I will admit that doing my own “burning
man” to items has been wonderful. Things that no longer serve me have been
going out left to right. I started this progress actually a little over a year
ago when I got back from sea. I had a vibe to start releasing this stuff. Word
to the wise it is healthy to purge. Oh I read a great quote this morning by
Melissa Wadsworth, “ Layer by layer we move away from the old in order to
inhabit the new—all the while becoming more of who we really are!” Please
seriously take the time to purge what is no longer serving you.
From the art of letting go you can rewrite the NOW for
yourself. You can concentrate on what is speaking only to you. You can let LOVE
in to shine like a beautiful radiant star. Find the things that make you happy.
Go on & capture them before it’s too late. Surround yourself with liked
minded people who share your dreams. It’s all a progress in the art of letting
go. It’s like a beautiful canvas that needs some love from the higher light to
shape it into a beautiful piece of art. I have found that mastering the art of
mediation to increase the love vibration & to be silent is the key. Let stillness
speaks to you! Trust your intuition. Raise the LOVE vibration of yourself &
for the planet! L O V E
