Turn Your Love Light On & Keep it On...
Sunset at Colony Hotel |
Ah, keep your love light on & keep it on. There must be
some great truth into this…over the last several months I have been seriously
working on myself on all levels. I have learned the art of letting go. Really
digging into it. Learning new tools to help my over sensitive self on this
journey that I am on. I’m grateful that I have started to take the time to work
on myself from within. I have changed my diet to go gluten & dairy free, I
have notice that gluten is the biggest target. Funny thing is that I can feel
it inside of me. I notice that somehow I absorbed some crazy negative energy
that by body doesn’t need. I’m pretty aware of the warning signs by listing to
my own body. Tune into what the body is telling you are a way to seriously help
yourself. I’m slowly reading a great book right now, “When the Body Says No-Exploring The Stress-Disease Connection” by
Gabor Mate, M.D. It’s amazing on the information that is out there. Yes, there
is so much truth into how much stress we take on & it all started when we
were back in womb. Kundalini research shows that our mothers have projected
their stress levels onto us at a very early stage. Hopefully with this new tool
of Kundalini, I can move these stale prana blockages & manifest it into
something wonderful. I’m just paying
attention & trust my gut on what I’m feeling. Put up my own defense
mechanics to control my own energy. Do a daily chakra clearing & visualize myself
in a pyramid that shields myself from the negativity.
I will admit that I have reached burned out mode right now.
A huge part of it is due to working like crazy. I have this aura of helpfulness
& people come to me left to right to help them out. I’m gifted with it, but
I just feel that I have my energy sucked out of me. I will have to take some time
for myself & to restore my own energy. I got to continue to raise my
vibrations, send me good vibrations.
“Gotta keep those
lovin good vibrations
A happenin with her
Gotta keep those lovin good vibrations
A happenin with her
Gotta keep those lovin good vibrations
A happenin”
A happenin with her
Gotta keep those lovin good vibrations
A happenin with her
Gotta keep those lovin good vibrations
A happenin”
Got to love those Beach
Boy lyrics. Yes, send me good vibrations. I have to quiet the mind with
some serious mediation to raise them & to increase the power of love. Love
is the higher light, love the higher light, go within & listen for
guidance. Go seek what’s calling me in this universe. Go on girl get it, get
it…
I must be doing something right with all this inner work.
The other night when my iPhone dropped in the toilet, I didn’t flip out like I
would used to react. I was calm. I suck my hand in the toilet of the bathroom
of my house to retrieve it. Next thing I know I was looking for the rice to
make a rice bag & put my phone in it. Thanks to my friend Linda, (one of
the photo instructors from Lindblad Expeditions) who taught me this useful tip.
Funny thing was that I somehow knew that everything would be ok. I was able to
press the home key & saw my polar bear photo that my friend CT (another one
of the photo instructors from Lindblad Expeditions) sent me this summer. I set
this image to remind me of my friends CT’s beautiful light that she offers the
world. I was relieved to see that my phone was working. I found that I was able
to get in & the first thing I knew to do was to backup my photos from my
Shutterfly App. I took some amazing photos of the sunset that evening & had
some fun editing them with Instagram. I knew that I was safe doing that. I was
happy to see it working. I was able to get a charge too, but it wasn’t working
just quite right. The next morning I had a feeling to go to Apple in the Maine
Mall to have them check out my phone, since it was covered with Apple Care. The
last time I was in Apple was when my Mac Book Pro basically “shit the bed &
died on me” last fall. I lost a new laptop cos my energy was so congested. I
was in a very dark state & not even my born into family could really
understand what was going on. Apple Care did come in handy with the situation
then & knew that it would work with my phone. Funny, I got to Apple &
made an appointment. I basically had no waiting time & the technician was
more than happy to help me out. I was impressed with how helpful they were
there. Funny thing was that with the entire test they did, they said nothing
was wrong with my phone. They didn’t see any evidence of water damage. They
just had to clean out where the lighting bolt charger went it. I was thinking
to myself that my inner work must have been really working. I was thinking back
to the state that I was in last fall & it was dark, but this fall I must be
really taking this under my wing, owing it, surrender & let love in to get
me where I am. I got to trust the unknown & know that something great is
out there for me. The technician told me that I was lucky.
Well to clear my aura lately, I have found myself burning
items that no longer serve me. I find that my list of items have been very
intense, let’s just say that there is a lot of things from my past holding me
back. I will admit with how the moon energy is this week tied into my burn out
mode that I’m not grounded like I would hope to be. I’m surrounded by some old
New England energies too & with the set in with fall I can feel them even
more. I found myself balling my eyes out, like a floodgate at the Wailing Wall,
to a Beatles song while driving. I found a new meaning in the particular
song that reminded me of an old dear friend of mine. Later that evening on my
return from a class that I’m taking I found myself doing the same thing to Fake Plastic Trees & started singing
to the acoustic version. Well at that point I knew that I have tears of love
coming out of me, like I knew from earlier. However, the Radiohead song just reminded me of a sing along at a crazy party in
Kawamoto one evening many moons ago in Japan. It reminded me of the people who
I was with & how grateful that I was to have found them. Of course this
particular dear old friend of mine from earlier was there & I just found
myself in a state of love.
This morning I was reading the lasted blog from The Daily Love that was talking about green juice &
going gluten free. The message in the blog was to learn the art of self love to
get over the forks in the road to continue to sail smooth again. Yes, that’s what
I’m doing lately, owning it & learning the art of self love. Go on &
let it grow.
The Affirmations for today are wonderful!
My Focus in on my Loving.
It’s as important for me to live with an open heart today as
it is for me to be gluten free.
It’s as important for me to be loving today as it is to not
eat food I’m allergic to.