O' Canadaland...

Over the past month, I have been experience a high amount of emotions going on. Blessed to see that a few have reached out to me to show their worries and concerned and to tell me that they care. I got many friends all across the world and I do miss them terribly, the Holidays are not the easiest time for me. I recall the time I spent it in Australia, Vietnam and Honduras to name a few. During my darkest days, I was blessed to receive messages that my friends do enjoy my Social Media posts and thank me for the inspiration. I needed to hear that. Truth is we are not alone from the time we came into the world to the time we leave it. We are just spirit having a human experience that makes us forget everything that we already know from within. We are in a time of great change. Old systems are being challenge and such and we must build new ones. Walls are not the answers to our prayers to keep the demons from arising. We just have to honor the pain. I was at yoga recently and my friend who happens to be the instructor was talking about feeling the pain and allow whatever sensation to arise to be with it. Ah, yes, be with it, can’t force it, can’t deny it, can’t even take the pain away from the heart. I found this great article on Tiny Buddha talking about just being with it.

“Your problem is you are too busy holding on to your unworthiness.”
~Ram Dass
Well, there’s a reason for this little adventure of mine. I could spend an anniversary of a day when something that shook me to the core be lived in pain rehashing the whole episode or I can choose to do something for me? One of my biggest loves, besides playing with my cameras, is traveling. So I basically decided a few days into the New Year that I was worth it and need to go drive to Canada. Downtime, play and taking a break is good for the soul. I’ve always wanted to go explore Quebec and that is what I’m doing. Just seeing where it takes me. Wander the old cobblestone streets, soak in the beauty and not to forget the old world charm. A sense of Europe in my backyard is calling.